"Pessoa Schmessoa"
--Allen Ginsberg, from 'Salutations to Fernando Pessoa'
Fernando Pessoa crosses the Atlantic and it's dark,
dark like the river Styx. In the distance
he sees the last lights, the rockets, the bright flares
of the Titanic. It's before radio. Somehow, though,
he knows that Leonardo Dicaprio is freezing in the cold
still water, and that Kate Winslett is floating
like an angel above him on piece of bulkhead.
It's unlike Melville, who imagined the ocean to be like a prairie,
who imagined the One Eye of the Oversoul projecting itself out of the
depths.
Like a comet from darker skies, major poetry journals acclaim his
arrival:
for one critic, he's like the hysterical, drug-soaked Poe,
and for another, he reads like a militant Cristopher Smart without
Geoffrey the cat.
Still, there is no sense of time on his passage,
but there are fellows in New England practicing a kind
of spiritual folk magic afterall, and the docks are still thick
with poisonous intrigue, the slap of chains and rope.
The crisis begins with postmodernism,
the crisis begins with the colonial instinct he carries, they say.
So in desperation he meets every gang-plank by begging,
'Have you seen my men, have you seen my ships?'
Pessoa crosses the Ohio and it's green,
slimy with gasoline. By this time he's been waiting
for hours to cross into the great Heartland,
riding a modern coal barge all the way to St. Louis.
He knows the old Greybeard is there, singing
long flat songs in an accent he doesn't know.
You see, the lobstermen of Nantucket and the catfish farmers
in Louisiana know they have options--traps, tools, and
a good road to make a living, the slap of brotherhood.
Stuck with his poetry he toughs it out along the great vein
of North American might until March, unable to sail,
but able to fish the muddy waters for fish he never imagined,
red-gilled things that writhe in the fire,
thick-finned things that taste like so much salt.
There's a point in the story when Pessoa
reaches San Francisco, where the steel ships are
the size of castles and the dreary, Japanese Pacific awaits him.
But now, this is America, or as you would say,
North America, and because of Whitman
he's mistaken for a Beatnik or even a later-day
Essene who might make soap near the sea.
I can't help it if Richard Henry Dana is there with him,
barefoot, selling seal hides in the harbor from a sloop.
In the pseudo-romantic light of the bay, it's just a story.
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