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NEVER
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Regina Krummel
Regina Krummel is Professor Emerita, Queens College, City University of New York. She is actively involved in teaching in prisons and will be acting as an individual therapist for a woman in prison. Most recently she has published a book of creative non-fiction, The Underground Woman and a novel Liquorto Casket, Cummings & Hathaway, publishers.
 
By Regina Krummel
Published on 02/23/2005
 
            My daughter said once again,

            Write of your childhood...

            That tiny apartment

            Of oriental rugs

            An antique wing chair

            A magnificent umbrella stand

            My daughter said once again,

            Write of your childhood...

            That tiny apartment

            Of oriental rugs

            An antique wing chair

            A magnificent umbrella stand

            And a piano.

            Refugees crowded our carved couch

            I never knew whod be

            In our front living room

            A displaced professor

            From Warsaw

            A musician who fled the Nazis

            But had his metronome

            I cannot write of this pain

            His family was never found

            In the scorched rubble

            of holocaust remains

            A culture destroyed

            A language lost as Latin

            How did it all begin?

            Never...

            My father told me

            Never write propaganda

            Empty, sullen, shallow words

            I remain silent

            I cannot explore this grief

            I am not worthy of the voices

            Of the perished.

            So never remains my theme

            I write of stories

            New, palpitating horror

            My world

            Waging another war

            Plunder, murder, torture

            We scorch another people

            A different group

            Not my people...

            I scream at night

            The sweat, the ache

            The knowing

            The bodies

            Carried away

            Grief stricken

            People waving

            Fists at us

            Never, I said

            Never is now.

        

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