The last dance on Bayita Lane
was like the fading night
blooming cerus' memory, like
the hothouse uprooted, replaced
by cheap cane furniture
bent by dumb hands. You see
I had to steal something
of that flower to locate
my stupid fate--there was Tom
who ate only greenleaf salad
because of the Haldol he was taking.
And whether you remember me or not
sitting with a teak bowl
of upturned ashes on my head,
there was brood in my eyes then
and like a spider I made something else
of your habits, your gestures,
the small white hands tearing
bits of paper where ever we went--
leaving trails from napkins, sugar
packets, any marker to lead you back
beyond the nervousness of your present task.
Copyright © Albino Carrillo, 2004. All Rights Reserved.