The Colonial Instinct, St. Croix Watershed 2002
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Albino Carrillo
Albino Carrillo is an Associate Professor of Poetry and Creative Writing in the English Department of the University of Dayton. His one book is IN THE CITY OF SMOKING MIRRORS, published by the University of Arizona Press. Over the past 21 years, his work has appeared in national literary journals such as The Americas Review, Puerto Del Sol, The Antioch Review, Blue Mesa Review, and Columbia. By Albino Carrillo
Published on 02/4/2003
Well, you know it's true
I go in the morning to the twenty-acre wood
lodged between meaner homes.
One day I'll examine one day getting by, getting shorter.
I go in the morning to the twenty-acre wood
lodged between meaner homes.
One day I'll examine one day getting by, getting shorter.
Well, you know it's true
I go in the morning to the twenty-acre wood
lodged between meaner homes.
One day I'll examine one day getting by, getting shorter.
And I'm not saying each slow minute
will fall apart into the present:
in the northern provinces of my county
farms export to small cities
the sweet flavors, the last
apples crowding the hills.
By the time the sun clocks heaven's noon
another set of homes will overtake
a field strewn with boulders
from the last ice age.
I wanted to write you. If only
telling were enough. It was
the first night of early darkness. Crowds gathered
under the black oak arms and I thought you wanted to hear
each man's throaty laugh: they were us,
really. We framed houses, poured driveways.
Planned the wooded suburbs to match
the lives we stored behind thick windows.
But then, they took hillocks with them,
mounds of dirt. The lonely, the misplaced
can't live here. Burning near the half-mile stream
at this suburb's mouth, they are no more ugly than those
who crowd the landscape, who want to steal our seeds,
the unfastening taking place this season.
Copyright © Albino Carrillo, 2002. All Rights Reserved.
I go in the morning to the twenty-acre wood
lodged between meaner homes.
One day I'll examine one day getting by, getting shorter.
And I'm not saying each slow minute
will fall apart into the present:
in the northern provinces of my county
farms export to small cities
the sweet flavors, the last
apples crowding the hills.
By the time the sun clocks heaven's noon
another set of homes will overtake
a field strewn with boulders
from the last ice age.
I wanted to write you. If only
telling were enough. It was
the first night of early darkness. Crowds gathered
under the black oak arms and I thought you wanted to hear
each man's throaty laugh: they were us,
really. We framed houses, poured driveways.
Planned the wooded suburbs to match
the lives we stored behind thick windows.
But then, they took hillocks with them,
mounds of dirt. The lonely, the misplaced
can't live here. Burning near the half-mile stream
at this suburb's mouth, they are no more ugly than those
who crowd the landscape, who want to steal our seeds,
the unfastening taking place this season.
Copyright © Albino Carrillo, 2002. All Rights Reserved.